Day 11 : Wet Dream.

I should say that I’m getting hang of this whole writing blog thing. I love it. 😀 It is also amazing to know that there is someone out there reading what I do in regular life and my struggle through NoFap.

Regarding the title. Yes! I had a wet dream. I’ve haven’t had one in ages. The last one I had was two years ago when I was on NoFap due to exams. I had a wet dream a day before the exam.

What was the dream? Well… it is really weird. I was dreaming about some car racing, I believe. All of a sudden. Boom. It was Tamannah Bhatia. She has the best belly and navel in whole of Bollywood. I’m getting a b right now even when I’m typing. Damn.. she has the best belly. Yes, I have belly fetish. Then, BAM! It happened in an instant.

Anyways, woke up really late as usual. Last one to be up. My bro was off to this planetarium trip. And, mum and grandma just chilling. My elder cousin was on iPad.

Then, I had the dosa that my elder cousin never finished off.

Ordered some briyani from this expensive restaurant. The bill came up to 1500 rupees. Damn. But, the briyani was just delicious. I wanted to study. But, I also wanted my cousin to have a good time at ours.

So, I just stayed with him and played some games and stuff. Suddenly, his 3DS was out of charge. He had to call his mom and told her bring the charger.

To avoid his boredom, I gave him my iPad. I told him to play whatever he wishes. Oh yeah.. I bought a 3DS game for him yesterday. Forget to mention that yesterday.

Mum kept telling to revise for the exams. But, I just couldn’t focus. Yeah.. I looked at some sexually simulating stuff. Not P. Just pics of women’s belly. Didn’t fap though. As I said, I just look at them and go “MEH” nowadays. I want to study tomorrow. But, mom has invited my uncle and another relative(who is also technically my uncle) for lunch. So, I maybe need to help her too.

My bro and my elder cousin had this weird argument, which wasn’t an argument. But, they did fight through words. I told off my bro and keep his mouth shut when speaking to a 10 year old.

Then, they played Draw My Thing together. They got on really well.

Mum and Grandma spoke about the cons of growing up abroad compared to growing up back home.

Then, after a very long wait, my uncle and aunt came over. I expected that they would take elder cousin home so, I could actually work tomorrow without having to worry that he doesn’t get bored all the time. But, when they came over, he said

Can I stay over for another night?

I was both happy and sad. Happy because I’ve done my job right and he hasn’t been bored. Sad because I have to make sure if he eats and has a good time at ours all the time. Mum and Grandma can’t communicate with him properly as they are fluent in English. So, I have translate everything my mom and grandma says to him.

My aunt and uncle are going back to NY tomorrow at 12 am. My elder cousin and my younger cousin are staying in India for another month.

Again, good thing and a bad thing. My Grandma is insisted that I should accompany her to SG. But, I’m not a great fan of SG. So, NO!

No FAP:

Urges here and there. Solely due to boredom. I did look at some navel pics. But, didn’t fap. I said “NO” to porn when my mind craved for it. I watched these TED Talks on how pornography affects your brain. Surprisingly, P addiction symptoms had all the problems I suffer from now. Low confidence. Poor Memory. Poor Focus. Sure that I will be back to normal on Day 60. Let’s go

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