Finally, I have reached home after a long travel. I’m technically writing this blog on Day 6 of my NoFap journey. I have a mild migraine. Might be due to dehydration.
Anyways, Day 3, 4, 5. Travelled to my hometown, birthplace – Madurai. This place is known as the “City of Temples”. It is just filled with millions of mini and gigantic temples. I love this city for many reason. Relatives, Food, Love and Bonding are the top reasons why I love it. This time I was lucky enough to see my uncle from US in Madurai. He had to come and visit all our relatives at the same time.
My uncle is extremely funny but, very strong with his opinions. He is a huge fan of Trump and doesn’t believe in climate change. Yeah… and he works for a Fortune 100 company. Doesn’t make sense. My aunt is a pathologist. Their kids aka my cousins are cutest kids I’ve known so far. Eldest one is the brainy and very quiet. Damn… He is soo nice 🙂 Love you man. Youngest one , age 3, girl is a cutie too. Very active. I love her so much. I’ve only seen them twice in my life. But, I just love them.
Now, that you know about my family and my cousins. Let’s talk about how these days went.
I will try to recall the thoughts as much as possible. It has been 5 days. Especially, with recent problems with memory, I won’t be able to talk about it in much details. Usual day I believe. Woke up went to Java lessons. Learnt about strings. Easy stuff 😉
Then, I went to internship on Embedded system. I revealed to my teacher that I study in UK. I think she thought I would know everything about the basics. Little did she know, I think I was worst student she ever had. I mean she started asking about the mechanisms and applications of basic electronic components. I just answered the question like a 5 year old .
“What do we use the resistor?” “Hmm.. Limits the current. That’s it?”
“Tell me how a transistor works.” “Hmm… They act as switches. There are two types. NPN and PNP. There are holes and stuff. That’s it”
This is when I realised my memory has reached its worst state. These are the stuff from Year 1. BASICS! I have gone through them nearly 1000 times. I cannot believe I have forgotten them. That’s when I reached a decision to consult a psychiatrist. Knew something was wrong with me. I’m not myself.
Then, when I was on my way back from home, I just had this feeling of confused state. Unclear mind. I thought I was thinking about something but, I had forgotten it. That feeling when you forgotten the most obvious place where you left your keys. I was frustrated. I was trying to get away from thinking it . But, I couldn’t it.
As soon as I reached home, we had to get ready to catch the train. Mom thought the train was at 7. But, it was 6: 20. Thanks to the lack of traffic, we made it to the station really early.
Had these amazing idlis on the train (Idlis are like rice puddings). Ones mom had were really bad. Then, I was quite horny I should say. What can I say I’m a person with high sexual drive…
Since I’m on r/NoPorn as well, I refused to look to sexually simulating videos. So, I went on Tinder. Made a Tinder account for myself. I should say the app is quite entertaining. I was on it for like 2 hours straight. Then, I hid my account because I don’t have many pictures of myself. They are just selfies. Went to sleep on this very shaky train.